I have this saying....which likely only a few people can really 'appreciate'....."I'm gonna grease right out like KFC on Toonie Tuesday".....for those of us who are Canadian, we know what Toonie Tuesdays are.....grease right out is like.....just freaking right out.....big time....and Toonie Tuesdays are pretty friggin' greasy......

I've quit smoking......today is my first day without a cigarette....and I could rip my eyes out for one, but I won't.....I'll tell myself likely for a long time that it is mind over matter....mind over matter....repeat to infinity....then i get pissed off at myself because why did I even bother to start smoking in the first place, I didn't start to smoke until I was almost 22.....like WTF?? Why bother.....anywho.....no need to get into that....

And I'm just about to spend 45 thousand dollars too.....what will I have for that? a basement, complete with 4 windows, and replacing 9 windows in my house, and new decks......just in time so i won't be able to enjoy them for another spring and summer season......whooppee!!!

On the bright side of things, I have been 'tweaking' if u will, my skills in Illustrator, I learned to use the software like 10 years ago in college, and I've always just favoured Photoshop over Illustrator, but the more I learn in Illustrator, the more I'm falling in love with it.....I also found this guys (artjoe) gallery, and his work will serve as inspiration to me to get some shite done soon and upload something.....been too friggin' busy to do anything.....this working 2 jobs and then commission stuff is for the birds......I think I'd like to do all work on my own and leave this working for the man stuff alone.....it's kinda for the birds!

anywho, if anyone is actually reading this and u haven't checked it out, go to artjoes gallery now! he has some skills! I love his work! 1 and a half hours to go before I start work....I better go and finish the dishes and laundry and feed the cats .......real life sucks!